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I write verbose posts about polyamory, love, lust, and self-discovery on my other blog Victoria's Imaginarium.

Monday, October 20, 2014


I vowed never to do it again. After all the disappointment, all the heartache, all those times i was left standing alone, wet and frustrated. I would never make the same mistake again. But then again, sometimes life doesn't leave you with much choice, and you cant help but fall back on your mistakes, and funnily enough, sometimes these mistakes are the exact ones that you can rely on the most.

Today was one of those days. It was akin to singing a song from the past, melodies that haunt and remind you. I wish I have the strength to abscond from this prison regardless of how arduous the escape might be, and I wish I could accept your invitation to ignorance with alacrity. Sadly, even the extreme pleasure at the thought of being able to move forward and mend "friendships" fails to assuage my fear of forgetting everything that happened.

I am still at disbelief how you had the effrontery to deny eating any cookies, even with the crumbs still on your lips. Has my magnanimity inured you to guilt? Or was it the desperation to exculpate yourselves had enervated your conscience? How could people tend towards your version which was discordant with the real story despite my reputation for veracity and perspicacity, just because you flash the victim cards? How could they not notice that the convoluted affair you equivocated was to prevaricate about the painfully austere and axiomatic truth?

Go on, sing yourselves a paean, convince yourselves that everything you did was right and necessary to obviate the need to deal with onerous consequences. If you prattle long enough, maybe you will grow to believe it without a qualm.

Only if I care enough to stop being reticent. Only if I am truculent enough to go all lengths and disabuse those obtuse people of your chicanery. I wish I am as audacious as I used to be.

But I can only wish, because I vowed never to do it again.

ps: this is extemporaneously written to help me memorize GRE vocab... T__T

Friday, October 17, 2014

[Videos] Nosie doing cat things

I actually wanted to include these videos in the previous post but I figured that having 60+ cat photos in one post is already too much... so I put all videos of Nosie taken over the course of 2 months in a subsequent post instead wtf. These are all typical things cats do, just that Nosie did them cuter. #totallynotbiased

#1 - Resists falling asleep

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Meet Nosie! ^..^ฅ

Listen, I don't care what you think... I waited long enough to have a pet cat again so I am going to put 60+ photos of my cutiepie into one post ˘⌣˘

But first let me tell you how I got Nosie?

Initially I planned to adopt an adult cat from DCFOF, a local cat shelter I paid a one-time visit 3 years ago (click HERE to recap). I didn't consider a kitten at first because 
  1. Adoption fee is $100 for a kitten and $60 for an adult cat
  2. The shelter will get the cats neutered/spayed, vaccinated, de-wormed and tested before adoption at no cost. However, kittens are usually too young to get all procedures done by the time of adoption, which means adopters will have to take their kittens to the vet when they are old enough. Vet bill $$$
  3. Kittens have weaker immune system = easier to get sick = vet bill $$$
  4. Ever heard of the term "kitten crazies"? Kittens are high-energy little creatures = trouble makers
  5. Kittens might not be fully potty-trained yet.

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

4 tattoos and counting

I know, I know, it's been 4 months since I last blogged. I don't even know how to write anymore. This is what not being in school and not being involved enough in academia field do to you...

Anyway, as the title says, I AM INKED!

I got my first two tattoos on 5/20, after I completed my last undergraduate project on 5/19.